Thursday, July 30, 2015

Oh My Goodness...It is Now July 2015....

Are you kidding me?? I just found my Time Shares blogs in my old email folders...now, 5 plus years later, I cant't begin to fathom how much life I have lived since then...wow! The grandson I took in to raise went through high school, football and I willingly became his teacher, guide, support and loved him greatly with my son...he graduated, learned to live in a home, be accountable, get a job and, I thought, outgrow the horrendous and chaotic dysfunctional life and experiences of his mothers home...He fell victim to dishonest smartass friends who led him to disrespect and lie to me and his dad...it went on for a tortured year or more...and I did all I could do to help him turn around...he lied and stole from me..and ultimately left without a word..never speaking to me or his dad or the family who loved him...I grieved badly...but in the end I knew that I gave my best and my love...whether he appreciated it or not....I also left my hospital career and helped open and develop an ambulatory surgical center as the administrator...it has been 4 years...I am better off working and purposeful...esteeming my own talents...and getting on with the ending of the grandson years...down the road someday I shall retire and peacefully go fishing and live in the sunshine, nature and a peaceful simple lifestyle...where? Dont know yet...by the way, grandson left me with 2 dogs...a story for another day 😆